Alyssa Milano thought her miscarriage was karma for her past abortions

Alyssa Milano opened up about the complicated feelings she had after experiencing a miscarriage.

The Charmed actress, 48, spoke about suffering a miscarriage and feeling as if it was punishment for past abortions.

PEOPLE magazine reported,

She says those feelings also affected her role as a mother. She shares son Milo Thomas, 10, and daughter Elizabella Dylan, 7, with husband David Bugliari.

“The way I interacted or was with my children — and I think this is common — but I always felt like, ‘What if something happens to these two little beings that I love so much? And is there a world in which they’re taken away from me for whatever karmic resolution needed to happen?’” says Milano